I've been a self-proclaimed internet-addict for the past 13 years(God, that's like 1/2 of my age).

I hafta admit that I've bumped into a whole lot of nice, weird and psychotic people on the net whilst I'm at it.

Most of the time I'm not really disturbed by the weird & psychotic lot coz all they could do is make my life miserable online and nothing else. Like yea, as long as they don't stalk me outside the cyber world, I'm fine with it.

Anyway, it has been ageeees since the last time that I made a new friend online particularly due to the fact that I'm pretty much over those

"Hi! Boleh berkenalan?"

& "Hello, I would like to know you better" thingy. It's too corny to handle that it makes me sick. Sick with annoyance.

Talking about annoyance, how blurry(& desperate) could you get when someone is clearly not interested in talking to you?

Like c'mon, grow up! Don't you know it's not appropriate to ask whether someone is already attached or currently single(& ready to mingle) 5 seconds after you claimed that you wanna be friend with em? Tell you what, it's not even the right way to begin with, like are you trying to be my friend or are you trying to marry me instead?

The keyword here is sabar, be patience will you? Sabar itu kunci kejayaan(apart from usaha of coz but if that someone is already attached it may or may not make a different). Bear in mind that gopoh gapah is totally uncool. :P

Moving on, I had a blissful lazy weekend. Nothing much but fattening food + loads of movies + excessive amount of sleep. *smiles dreamily*

Anyway, I did manage to have dinner with C*** on Sunday. He came over to pick me up and we went to the nearest Carrefour for the weekly groceries shopping & later had a fattening dinner.

Well, apart from the fact that I'm totally glad that he's back(& I got a bagful of souvenirs from him & his mom, thankyouverymuch), it's rather funny seeing him with the bald-look, but well...hair grows. I hope. :P

Tata.

Today is simply unproductive for me.

I'm still a wee bit woozy from the lack of sleep( we talked for 2 hours last nite, at least the talk-time has been reduced by an hour :P).

I created a new db for the upcoming project & worked on some screens and that's it.

I reckon it's the Friday blues - a day which is totally drowned in the ultimate eagerness(& anticipation of the weekend) & the absolute laziness.

If I'm a rechargeable battery, I'm hitting my you'll kong out soon mark by now hence the laz..hmpp..unproductiveness. So it's not entirely my fault, isn't it?

Anyway, I'll be spending the weekend at my cousin's place and I might be having a quick date with C*** on Sunday before the weekend ends and work days start again. Owh happiness.

I'm off now.

Have a great weekend aight?

Tata.

This pic is sorta irrelevant but I think it's super cute.

Anyway I'm still alive and kicking(thankyouverymuch) & C*** is back. (^__^)

We celebrated it by catching-up (almost) all night long through the phone for the past 2 days.

He was back last Tuesday & we texted each other for a couple of times and when he finally stopped texting, I thought that we're done with the whole catching-up thing but apparently not. He later called at 3, yes 3 a.m in the morning because he couldn't sleep - not due to the fact that he's missing me too much,it's the jetlag you see? & I have the ability to wake up and borak no matter how sleeeepy I am. Totally Brilliant and owh, we finished 3 hours later.

The same goes for last night except for the fact that he called 3 hours earlier so we finished talking by 3am(after reminding him for the umpteenth times that I need to sleep coz I hafta wake up the next day for hmpp..work?).

So yea, it's been 2 days that my head is heavy with this absurd floating(a part of happiness and a part of sleepiness, okay I lied - it's more of happiness) feeling. I seriously need to catch-up on my sleep.

Haih.Sadly I hafta admit that I'm getting old & I can't live without the much needed sleep like I used to anymore. God.

Back to work now.

Tata.

Can't wait to see the bald C***.

Just noticed that quite a bunch of people around actually celebrate their birthdays this month, bonne anniversaire to all. May Allah bless you with a wonderful life now and hereafter aight?

Talking bout birthdays, there are expectation for gifts involved(well, at least I do. *cough cough*). Be it something from the wish list or nothing but a nice cute looking card. Either way, it's the thought that counts right? No? :P

Well, yesterday whilst I was at home, rummaging through the boxes where I keep all those lil gifts, cards and ehem..love letters(zaman tok kaduk punye which gives me the 'ewww..he actually wrote that' feelings) and I found these

cards and lil gifts from C***

The cards are mostly birthday cards from the first 3 years of the relationship(circa 2003-2006) & mind you, now I've stopped receiving them already(C*** thinks it's funny to send card to someone when they are like..hmpp..living 15 mins away from you), well at least he never skipped the gifts :P

Note the lil shirts, I got em as souvenirs from one of his trips. Those came to me along with a pair of sparkling brooches pinned on em & tho I could understand the brooches thing, I was like "what am I suppose to do with this lil shirts? Put em on the teddy bears or something?". T__T

That's C***'s idea of cute gifts coz when he asked what I want for souvenirs, I told him I would appreciate anything cute. Perhaps I should have added useful too, cute and useful. hehe. Banyak pulak songeh.

Owh, the card in blue is my favourite. It has these moving moon & star figurines that would move towards each other when you open the card. Sangat comel, apparently C***'s an expert when it comes to card-choosing.

The other gifts are too huge to be scanned & I'm just too lazy to snap any pictures, so that's about it.

Have a great week people.

Tata

C***'s coming back tomorrow. Yey!

After realizing that my sore throat doesn't get worse after yesterday's iced honey dew juice. I brace myself for another glass of ice lemon tea for lunch today and I'm having my current addictive drink - the honey ice lemon tea with extra lemon for the ultimate sweet & sour goodness. Yummeh!



I love honey. Honey makes everything taste a wee bit different, sweet but not too overwhelming. The tea gonna taste better, the pancake sweeter and everything just seems to be more heavenly.

Once(maybe not once,few times), my dad used to bring home jars of fresh honey(which were presented to him as some kind of ole-ole during his visit to the kampung), those that came along with pieces of cute honeycombs(that I would gladly nibble & suck on and my dad would say something like "Jaga-jaga, tah-tah ade baby dia dalam tu", blurgh! Terus hilang selera, imagine those maggots-like babies. Let's not go there. :P )



Moving on, tasting those fresh, unaltered honey initiated my love for them. I would dip a teaspoon and let it be thinly coated with the golden goodness and suck on it, it's sweet and sorta warming in unexplainable way. Simply divine.

Today, finding a jar of fresh and not watered-down honey is hard. Whatever choice that you have in store is hardly original. Few months back dad was given a small bottle of so-called pure honey, but then again when I took it out of the fridge, it crystallized in a form of granulated sugar! I could even see those tiny cubes. Tsk tsk.

So yea, now I have to settle with a jar of those Australian honey, those which I'm almost sure that it's not even original either. Well, at least not really. :P

Haih, I'd kill for a small block of honeycomb now.

Owh sedap!

I reckon that some people use their knees to think, that's why a stupid driver(of a big shiny car) honked at me coz I was merely 3 seconds late whilst trying to switch the lane this morning. Well, can't you blardy see that there's an equally clever motorcyclist who thought that he owns the road & I'm invisible? It's true that I'm trying to switch lane so I won't miss my exit but I don't wanna be a murderer whilst I'm at it either, ade paham? Tak reti nak sabar2. Hnsss..bawak je keta best tapi banggang. Haih.

Emo sekejap disitu.

Anyway, the new place is okay & did I tell you that I have yellow walls? Like mild mustard yellow which is sorta bothering coz it makes me look hmpp..well, yellow? I already fix my mirrors on the wall & I'm yet to unpack some stuff,but that could wait.

Now all I need is a nice small rug & perhaps an extra bright lighting so everything won't be too yellowish. It's hard to see whether I've put on too much makeup in such lighting ya see? Okay, that's kinda vain but it's rather serious, I don't wanna look like a drag queen.

Yer, I'm beautiful. Are you?

Mau pengsan semua orang kat office. T__T

On a lighter note, dad finally bought a car for the lil brother. Sadly it's a manual car which means that I won't be able to take it out for a spin unless I brace myself for the worst and try to go through another session of mari belajar membawa kereta manual with C***, on 2nd thought - maybe not. :P

On another lighter note, I couldn't understand why some guys think that they could simply call someone up in the middle of the night to hmpp..be friendly and say hi? Like whaddaheck? Don't you know the rules? You're only entitled to call someone waaay passes the convenience time if and only if you're special(e.g families, other half or best friends). As simple as that, so stop being funny and ask why your calls were rejected, like kenapekah kau tanak borak when I'm on YM tapi malam-malam nak call pulak? Giler kah?



Need to chase my user now.

Tata.

I'm feeling under the weather since yesterday so this one gonna be (hopefully) brief.

My Saturday started off sorta early regardless the fact that I only got a few winks the night before as I was busy packing and sorting up everything. My treasures doubled within such a short span & there's no sign of stopping. *glares at imaginary shopaholic-self*

The new housemate's bf came over by noon to help with the heavy loads & the rest is history.

Later on, I drove over to my cousin's place in Bkt. Antarabangsa & together we rushed to Shah Alam for the get-together bbq session at another cousin's place. It was great. The foods were abundant(& the brownies that I ordered was a hit among the crowd tho I'd love it to be more chocolaty.Yea yea, what a choco-addict to do? I'm hard to please just like that. hehe.) and everything was nice. My tummy ached from all the laughing and eating by the time everything's over.

I spent the night at my cousin's place. We talked, had a cup of coffee(wow,me drinking coffee, I should jot this down),tried to watch a movie unsuccessfully since everybody was tired & within minutes everyone kong out but...me. Too much caffeine you see? T__T

Woke up early the next morning, & cousins went off to send their mum to the airport whilst I stayed at home with the rest watching tv and had breakfast. We later had fun playing game on PS3 and later a karaoke session(I swear this is one of the reasons why I'm having sore throat, besides the bbq lamb). It was hilarious & now I know why I'm better off working as a computer-slave rather than a singer. hehe. You seriously wouldn't want to hear me sing. :P

That's about it.(Cerita tergantung,tetiba macam malas nak continue)

& owh, I miss C***. Tsk tsk.

& my arm hurts(another sign that I should start exercising).

& Kakna bebeh is in Qatar, how's the weather? Nanti kita lepak-lepak lagi when you're back & I'm around. Take care okeh, don't forget your sunscreen. :x

& I'm going home this weekend. I can't wait. Buah longan! Here I come.Encik tupai,please jangan habiskan semua buah kat pokok,tinggalkan sket for me. Thankyouverymuch.

Tata.

I had a fattening family-oriented weekend. It was great with capital G(& I'll ramble bout it later).

Anyway, yesterday when we(me & the cousins along with the cheeky 2 years old nephew, Naufal) were on our way back to my cousin's place in Bkt. Antrabangsa (after a late lunch and jalan-jalan), it was already Maghrib as we passed through the landslide affected area and suddenly

Lil nephew:"Tuuuuuu.."*whilst pointing outside the window*
Me:"Ade ape?"*whilst looking out through the window searching for the thing he's pointing at*
Lil nephew:"Tu..hantuuuu"
Us:"Okay,that's not funny.".

*gulp*



Owh, it's casper the friendly ghost you mean? Or maybe not.

or maybe not. :P

Jacko is dead, today! I'm not big fan of his but I hafta admit that he's one of the biggest phenomenon in the music industry ever(with his fashion, plastic surgery obsession & all). RIP.

I'm going to move out tomorrow! I managed to seek for some of the much needed help from the new housemate's bf & his brother.(Yea yea, now that my own bf is not around, I hafta make do with someone else's.Sungguh pelik bunyinya statement itu. :P)

A fun fattylicious weekend with the cousins is coming up. I can't wait. It would be soo much fun. Owh giddy.(I ordered a full tray of delicious looking brownies for tomorrow, hope it gonna be yummeh! :D)

I brought my shoes over to the new place last night, the new housemates were like "These are all your shoes??" complete with the wide-eyed faces. I was tempted to say "Naaah, ni my sister punye sekali.", but I don't even have a sister,so whaddaheck? So yes, I'm a shoe-addict, thankyouverymuch.

I haven't heard from C*** for 4 days now. The longest we've been without talking to each other so far. Haih. 10 days more to go. I hope everything gonna be fine for him. A smooth & eventful umrah. Anyway C***, you better be back safe and sound with a real mummy in tow or something equivalently fun for me.

I'm off now. Have a great weekend aight? Tata.

I was stationed at the HQ yesterday, the close proximity to the malls are truly sickening. Hence the record breaking lunch hour shopping trip that I made yesterday. :P

I skipped lunch and rushed over to KLCC for a quick retail therapy. I was not planning to get anything for myself(except for a dose JuiceWork & cinnamon pretzel) due to my ultimate plan - gift-hunting for dad. I went in and out of boutiques and department stores & finally saw a gorgeous linen shirt in British India Co.

It's in pink, not hot pink but more like barely-there whitish pink. It was love at first sight and after considering the fact whether dad gonna be willing to wear such color, I grabbed it - so one down, one more to go.(Yes,I owe him gifts.Like apekah lagi satu?Hmpppp..)

On a lighter note, I'll move to the new place this weekend & quickly after that I hafta rush to Shah Alam for another session of makan-makan get-together with the cousins. I cannot wait. It has been ages since the last time we had the chance to hang out together, I hope it gonna be a blast.

Owh anyway, I sooo wanna watch this.

TiM Burton's Alice in wonderland!!!

Cepat laaaa release.

Back to work now.

Tata.